We must want, desire, go and talk about the Lord. We must want. As long as we do not want to, we will not do it and we will miss huge opportunities.
We must desire. It's good to want to stop a bad habit, but it's better to want it. Desire pushes us to go. Desire pushes us forward, it pushes us to do something. You must desire to proclaim the Gospel, it must be a will and a desire that animates you. You must be expectant and say to the Lord : "Lord, here I am ! I may not know how to do it, but I will do it, I want to obey !".
We have to go. Jesus commanded us to go. This is not a proposal. Jesus did not offer us to do it. He did not offer to let the world die around us, while we carry the light of life in us.
I once read a book by Smith Wigglesworth that said : "Are you ready to live the miraculous ? Are you ready to meet God ?". And I said : "Yes Lord, I want to make it on this train...", while I was alone in a cabin, at the end of this train ! The train had left since 2:30 then he hit a doe and we took 1h30 late.
30 minutes from the arrival, two young Muslims arrive, sit in front of me and ask me if it is the Bible that I read. God gives me a simple word for them, and when they are touched, they say to me : "It's too weird but we were in our place and a man came to tell us : "There is a man alone in bottom of the train, go see him because he has something to say to you !". When this man spoke to us I knew there was something special !". When we expect the supernatural, God manifests it. You need to want and to desire. Then, you need to go.
Jeremy Sourdril