There is nothing worse than not wanting to know the truth. It is this mistake that will bring billions of people to hell. People do not have the love of truth, and they do not want to submit to it and change. They will go to hell because they did not want to repent, that is to say change and make a complete U-turn to their old life.
However, it is not only unbelievers who refuse to know the truth. It is easy to let oneself go, waiting to enter the river of eternal life. But we can quickly fall asleep and die in this boat. It's hard to face things and consider our spiritual life because it will require us to change. And you may need to change deeply. You may have been completely mistaken about your spiritual state, and as long as you are satisfied and you think you have "come," you will fall asleep for an unproductive life.
In fact, it is not normal not to bear concrete fruits. It is not normal not to live a real and intimate communion with the Lord. Something real, concrete, real, alive. But I think you're thirsty, and it's because you're thirsty that you're reading this book today.
When I was 20, my life was all in front of me, and I really thought I was in the truth. I loved the Lord ! I was praying ! I was more zealous than the majority of people in my church! But I did not realize that this majority was totally unproductive for the Kingdom. We met with the fidelity of a rock, and we prayed the same prayers week after week. The souls were not saved, the Holy Spirit did not manifest, and everyone seemed to find that normal! And God revealed to me my spiritual condition : I had fallen into a deep sleep of unproductivity for the kingdom of God. I had become religious, and unless there was a revelation, I would never have realized that I had become religious.
Jeremy Sourdril